Swinging in the Deep End: Anxiety Strikes Back
I felt extraneous and in the way of him finding fun so I pulled way back, and essentially avoided him. It was not the right call for me.
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Navigating Three
I never expected for us to have a girlfriend. We are absolutely not that couple who opened up in order to find their perfect unicorn and live happily ever after as three.
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The Stress of Evolution
I get the feeling that maybe I'm supposed to want more than I do, more chat time, more skype time, more date time.
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Epiphany
If someone doesn't want me despite all those truths, it's not because I'm not _____ enough. It is because of his preconceived ideas of what he wants, not any failing on my part.
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Swinging In Paradise Part 2
For an attention whore, you wouldn't have thought I'd blush bright red and try to slide under my seat when all eyes turned my way, but I really didn't think anyone was looking at me when I had gotten overheated and removed a layer.
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I Only Need What You Can Give
I've been spending too much of my time riddled with self-doubt and angst--and sometimes bouts of ugly-cry tears--based on the communication whims of my partners.
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But We Had a Date
And if it only affected my date and I, that would be one thing, but in open relationships, one cancelled date can cascade down a line affecting multiple people. Mrs. Yoyo's date falls through, cancelling Mr. Yoyo & me. If I'd done the same, that would have affected Flick and his date Hot Mama, which would have affected her husband and so on.
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Our First Swinger Date
I was so nervous all the next day. Were they going to like us? Was my undercarriage grooming up to par? Was my undercarriage itself up to par? We should totally cancel.
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